Confidence shattered at work!

I’m so tired after working my ass off at work today. Yesterday i been having a terrible time adapting to my new job. As great as my mindset was I did my best and it wasn’t enough. I tried harder today and it was worse. The guy I was working with told me why I am so stupid and called another to ask him the same question and saying why are you like that. I couldn’t answer him and became overwhelmed and had a panic attack.

I don’t know if I can do this job any longer my best isn’t good enough. Working in a factory or workshop is hard for me but working with technology comes natural to me. This day I don’t get it how things got so bad. Talking and writing about success isn’t the same as what I believe. Working hard is something I found out the hard way. My confidence is shattered and I don’t know if I’ll have the strength to wake up tomorrow for work.

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2 thoughts on “Confidence shattered at work!

  1. I totally know how you feel. I just got a new job a few months ago too and learning a new job is really hard! You have to cram all that new stuff into your head and it takes time. They should give you a break, you are new, you have all kinds of learning to do. Those co-workers sound like jerks! Just do your best, no one can expect more from you than that. And in no time you’ll be an old pro at your job.

    1. Thanks for your comments. Unfortunately I don’t have the time to learn the job and amy anxiety is getting in the way as always. At one point my mind went blur, my head went hot and I couldn’t breathe. I don’t know how to cope in that situation I really need help I think.

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