Temptation to watch south african porn last night!

Last night I couldn’t sleep much and found myself very bored. A thought popped into my mind? “Wouldn’t it be nice to see south african porn”. Well I was bored and tired couldn’t think of anything else to do. Guess temptation hit me below the belt. Clearly I wasn’t thinking straight because I have no idea what I Googled and eventually found a kind of south african porn website.

Its wasn’t a conventional porn website. It was a website where regular south africans like you and I would uploads videos of yourselves having sex, stripping, masturbating or doing something naughty. I was shocked to find out that the regular south african could be so sexually involved online.

This was bad because my consciences began to kick in. Sure this is something normally a guy would do! but I just started trying to turn my life around to be a good person. So people could look up to me and be inspired. How can I say that now when I watched porn last night. It was my choice. Nobody forced me to watch. I feel regret for doing what I did. I was tempted and I did fail but I will start over this time stronger than before somehow.

After watching that porn I realised what did I get out of it. Nothing but shame and regret. I’m glad I felt that way so I’ll never do it again. Don’t ask me what that website was called. I’m talking to my friends who may read this! Because I deleted the link. Porn is an unhealthy addiction. People stop before its to late.

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