This morning I just didn’t feel like going to church in fact I haven’t been to church in about 2 months. Don’t get me wrong I believe in GOD but just don’t have faith in the church anymore. When my mom came back from church she would argue with me, asking me why I never wake up for church! I’d give her the same answer I gave her last week. I didn’t answer her. Just silence because any answer I would of given would of just led into an argument.
The reason I don’t go to church is I have more people judging me there rather than encouragement. Sometimes they care more about being right then helping you. I’ve had people make me feel so small and unimportant. All I can say is you don’t know me, so don’t judge me. People can never truly give you advice about a situation until they themselves have experienced it.
So I woke up prayed and watched the minster preach on the tv this morning. So that was kind of my church for today. The freedom to be in god without being judged. I also like to point out that I ain’t picking on all churches. Its just generally people who often make the church what it is. So I’m not blaming the ministry just the people who make it unpleasant to be in church.