Hi guess I can finally write about something interesting that happen in my life. If you read my last post you would know I recently connected with a girl from my class in high school. Its been 13 years since seeing each other.
We only met at least 2 times in person. I honestly don’t know what I did to leave such an impression that she likes me so much. So I been honest with her from the start that I just wanna be friends. But every night since then she tells me how she feels an that she likes me. Once again I been honest with her. Still she ignores what I have to say.
Last night for me was the most craziest part. But before we go to there. I’ve been nice with her but it didn’t work so i decided maybe I can turn her off by talking about sex but instead she offers me sex. Even after I told her I couldn’t ask that of her. Then I asked her won’t you feel used if I had sex and leave you. She said no! We would still be friends. I told her no still because I ‘m not that kind of person. She told me before I went to sleep that the offer still stands I want to have sex with her. Like wtf!!! I’m thinking in my mind.
I honestly don’t know what to do in situation. I just can’t fuck a girl that I’m not attracted to both physically and personality wise if I’m not used to them or love them. Any advice? Anyone!