It’s Saturday not so much a yay day. I’m actually bored out of my my mind. Usually my neighbour’s dog Jackie a Jack Russell visits us every day but today she’s nowhere around. Also no friends in sight. Hey probably with their wives or girlfriends. I honestly don’t know what to do.
I did start writing a book. Only wrote 2 chapters it’s about anxiety. Still I’m not in the mood to do anymore writing or doing any graphic design. I want to go out. Somewhere! Anywhere but home. It’s feels like so confined and life has no meaning right now. Maybe if I had money or a girl friend. Time would be better spent.
I think I’m just gonna sleep now. I’m feeling so lazy and down. It’s dam so hot also. I know I’m complaining about nothing. Maybe I’m just frustrated that my hard work is not paying off or the fact that i have so many Facebook friends and WhatsApp contacts and nobody will talk…
Today I woke up and I realised that I’m so bored that I’m actually helping my mom clean! Generally I hate doing any house work but now if it will keep me busy I will do it. Why?
I’m jobless slash unemployed and at home for so long that I’ve run out of things to do or past the time. Yes I’m frustrated. Still got the issue of dealing anxiety but that’s a matter of another day.
My routine for the day! Wake up eat breakfast. Watch television till my cellphone charges. When my phone is charged I’ll use it for facebook and twitter till my battery needs charging again. Then while my phone is charging again I’ll go play with my dogs till my phone is charged. I’ll play with my phone again but this time I’ll go online looking for inspirational graphic design to inspire me to go on my computer and design something. I’ll go on my computer I’ll struggle to design something for while then stop designing stuff and watch tvshow series till its night time for supper and time to go sleep.
I know there’s not much to live for ,but that’s me just sharing my daily life in case someone out there can relate. Sure blogging and social networking is a hobby of mine that suppose to help me destress but waiting around for comments and feedback can be frustrating sometimes.
Hmmm what else I’m so bored I’m writing this blog post. Anyway I’m just looking for suggestions for a more social engaging hobby that wouldn’t cost me money! Can anyone help me?
Friday is usually the highlight of my weekend. This morning I woke up late feeling weak, heavy and depressed. Towards middle of the day I fell asleep again and didn’t want to wake up until my mom told me to help her pick up the washing. I don’t know why I feeling this way. I don’t feel like doing anything at all today. I just want to sleep and don’t want to be disturbed.
I’m making a cup of tea while writing this post trying to shake myself out of this fowl mood. Weather I have the blues or not, depression hits hard. I wonder if anyone else feels like this sometimes. I’m gonna try and do something right now because I do not feel like myself. Friday is usual a day to have the most fun and I’m sitting at home doing nothing feeling sorry for myself. Maybe I just need to get out of the house, go for a walk or visit some friends cause that usually helps. To who ever is reading this post have a great friday didn’t mean to depress you. Got to go now and feel awesome again 🙂
Thank god for a new day because last night I had the worst night ever. I dunno know why ,but for some reason the electricity to our area had been shut off. Now imagine having no power from mid day to the entire night. Now without any power my cellphone was my only form of entertainment and once my battery died, it was like living in a technological apocalypse.
The worse thing for me last night was I could not make any food hot. Unlike america having gas stoves would of benefited us if there’s no power, but here in south africa almost everything is electricity based. Thankfully i had an old one plate kind of gas stove which used paraffin to work. If not for that paraffin stove I would be staving that night.
Now after eating it was so boring with nothing to do with no electricity, can’t watch tv or listen to music ,and not to mention missing my favourite tv shows. I was so pissed and frustrated. The upside was the neighbours came out and socialised with other neighbours. The socialising was great because in that moment we have abandoned our need for technology. Last night just proves that we can still have a good time without technology. In the past we did without cellphones, ipads, tablets etc. So I’m sure we can abandon technology every now and then to live life and be practical, instead of being a walking talking zombie of technology.
#The lesson here to be learnt is we should appreciate life.
Hi guys, ladies and bloggers as you can see above you is a little comedy clip of me and my friend being anti social. Instead of chatting to each other we on our phones updating our facebook status. So watch this video and see the crazy stuff I get up to.
#ViDEO DAIRY PT1# «—and thanks ZAK for showing me this style. Its a cool way to end a blog post.