This time of year everyone has a lot going on. High expectations. This year I really began to think about the meaning of christmas. As a Christian I owed it to myself and God! The realised that hit me even though obvious to others. God came or was born into this word to give us hope.
I wasn’t sure if this christmas was gonna be worth celebrating. Since last years one was a bit depressing. So I didn’t think about that this time and allowed the day to play out. It turned out to be an awesome christmas with family. Spending the day together. Since we hardly often spend quality time together. For the first time I felt like I’ve let go and enjoyed being in the present moment with family and had a really good time. Why I say that because for someone like me with an anxiety disorder that is difficult.
I think I slept like a baby last night. Both physical and mentally christmas was fulfilling. Spending time with my sister and niece, and later brother and his children. I think that happiness effected me in a more positive way than I thought. My heart is so happy to had such a wonderful christmas.
I know this post is a day late but I want to wish you my blog family a very merry christmas.
I just gotta say it! My birthday is coming up soon and I’m looking forward to it. I’m not one to usually celebrate my birthday. Its usually just another day. This year I’ve been thinking about it a lot. My birthday should be meaningful and special. Its my day and I should get to do what I want.
Birthday gifts are great and I could give you a list of the things I want. Like a new phone or a new computer, but as great as those things are. This year I want something money can’t buy. Like confidence or charisma. I’m gonna be 29 years old and I’ve lived with intimidation and anxiety all my life. Its time I’ve lived a little and enjoyed it.
As you get older you think about your life and how you lived it. How people will remember you. Birthdays should be celebrated because you celebrating not a day but your life.
I’m looking forward to seeing my closest friends if possible. Also looking forward to seeing my close family like my brother, sister and my nieces. Also looking forward when my mom cooks my favourite food outside on the fire. Chicken curry. I’m not sure yet how I’m gonna celebrate my birthday but I guess you could always read about it on my blog.
I’m sure if santa was real his workshop would be really busy making presents. Do you have a wish list? You never to old to get presents. My wish list is about spoiling myself and not about what I need. Its called a wish list because its something you want but can’t really have. I’m not a millionaire or something where I can afford all of these things I want for christmas, but one can only hope it comes true.
My wish list
1)The dark knight trilogy dvd box set
The dark knight trilogy box set comes with batman begins, the dark knight and the latest instalment the dark knight rises. Its been a few months since I watched the dark knight rises on cinema. It was the most epic comic book movie I ever seen. I want to get the box set so that I can watch and have a marathon movie night with my friends.
2)Intel i7 laptop
I have a desktop pc but it seems that I need a faster computer. I’ve had 3 desktop pc’s so far and now I want an intel i7 core laptop. Its every blogger dream to use a laptop with that much hardware. The real reason why I want it, is to take my laptop and relax in a coffee shop while I blog or design graphics. That feeling of blogging in a coffee shop makes you feel like an entrepreneur.
3)Nokia lumia cellphone
The nokia lumia is an 4G phone with the new windows 8 operating system. I have a blackberry right now and it is pretty boring and has terrible features. Nokia really has upped they game with the new lumia series of mobile phones with great features and a slim look. The windows 8 os is amazing and I just have to get it for blogging, gaming, email, fun and apps on the go.
The psp vita is nothing like the original or first psp. The psp vita has better game play, better graphics and more functions than before. Now the psp vita is also a smart phone with apps and all. Unlike the old psp! The psp vita has a wider range of games including the latest titles found on the playstation 3 and xbox. This gadget is a must have.
Dear santa if you are real I’ve been a good boy so please help a brother out and give me something from my wish list this year. 🙂